No place I'd rather be,
No place I'd rather be,
No place I'd rather be,
No place I'd rather be,
Than here in your love, here in your love.
So set a fire down in my soul that I can't contain
That I can't control...
I want more of you God, I want more of you God.
--United Pursuit
I pray that God will continue to set that fire down in my soul.
I want more of God in all that I do. I want more of his passion, more of his love, more of his mercy, more of his presence...
Coming back from a place like Argentina is taking some adjusting in my mind.
Honestly, I can't tell you how many times I've almost walked up to someone and kissed them on the check to say "hello". I find myself thinking really hard about the next thing that I'm going to say, only to realize that I can speak in English and I don't need to plan it out in advance so I don't sound like a babbling idiot.
I miss the church a lot there already, and I am being very prayerful and watchful about any opportunity to return as soon as possible.
I am thankful, however, that my return to the US results in community-living.
There's something really beautiful about the body of Christ coming together to live how I understand Jesus to have modeled the Church.
The idea of home church plants, worship in the living room, community prayers before breakfast, and absolutely no alone time is what I pray for! Community is my passion!
Lord Jesus, give me encouragement. Give me correction. Give me simplicity. But most of all, give me your love and let that be enough in my life.
Every time I type up a blog entry, it looks (and reads) so differently than I had it planned out in my mind before I started typing. I always want to share my every thought, my musings, my questions, my prayers, my life lessons learned on the drive to a mobile home community...ect.
But what ends up getting shared with you all is a hob-job mess of a few paragraphs that probably doesn't make sense and has little to no organization or coherency. Oops. Sorry about that. Maybe if I spent more than 20 minutes typing these out, they'd sound a lot better.
Or maybe I'll get better with time.
And I leave with this:
In the church I grew up in, we always had readings and responses and things to that effect.
Upon a confirmation or a baptism, the pastor would ask the church:
"Will you nurture one another in the Christian faith and life and include these persons now before you in your care?"
And the people would respond with:
"With God’s help we will proclaim the good news and live according to the example of Christ. We will surround these persons with a community of love and forgiveness that they may grow in their trust of God and be found faithful n their service to others. We will pray for them that they may be true disciples who walk in the way that leads to life."
I pray that this response is true of how I live my life with all the fellow believers that God has placed in my path. It is also my prayer for the wonderful people I am spending life with this summer. It is my prayer for my best friends that are away from me right now, it is my prayer for my church family in Argentina, it is my prayer for all of the Lord's children.
I pray that God will help us proclaim the good news and live according to the example of Christ. I pray that you will be found in a community of love and forgiveness. I pray that you will grow in your trust of God and be found faithful in your service to others. I pray that I will remember you always in my prayers, that you may be true disciples who walk in the way that leads to life.
I pray all this in Christ Jesus' name.
Amen.